thelilvamp'
femme
Standing 5'2"
Taurus baby.
love shopping ♥ love eating ♥ love
dieting ♥ love slim-fit ♥ love gfs ♥ love bitching ♥
love being naughty ♥ love hotstuffs ♥
love ma baby ♥ ♥ ♥
11.07 | 12.07 | 01.08 | 02.08 |
03.08 | 04.08 | 05.08 | 06.08 | 07.08 | 08.08 |
Monday, July 23, 2007 8:23 AM
220707
i think im a failure. im not fit. just so not fit. wadever so. im not going near d edges anymore. im not going to risk fer anything again. I so hope the world can shut up. stop adding my stress >.< I really dont feel right. evrything seems so fucked up. i dono what am i feeling right now again but i seriously hope i could mute d world. All d ppl ard me. Yes, all. the ppl whom i love&hate, the ppl who love me or even hate me. I sometimes really wish to hav a place of my own. I nid silence at times. Things are happening all at one time. I cant find myself anymore. I realised im no longer cjx. i've turned into a very weird person. I dono who im. I can b independent. I can b strong. But i cant possible carry evrything and push dem all down. Im not Wonderwoman. i cant possibly do that. I guess not even wonderwoman can manage. I held on, i dint fall. but how long more can i contiune? im almost falling. When evrything come crushing down. Im so lost, i dono wher should i run to, who should i look fer. Im always d support when my bestie falls cus shes weaker, i can afford to make her stand up again. I sometimes manage to talk sense to her, brainwash her. Now i cant even help myself. I can hardly breathe. Should i as well let go and fall?
whoevr. dont ask me abt this. dont add on.
whoevr. dont ask me abt this. dont add on.