thelilvamp'
femme
Standing 5'2"
Taurus baby.
love shopping ♥ love eating ♥ love
dieting ♥ love slim-fit ♥ love gfs ♥ love bitching ♥
love being naughty ♥ love hotstuffs ♥
love ma baby ♥ ♥ ♥
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007 8:27 AM
250907
Realised another thing in life.
okay meihao came over my place and talk cock so much. i sent her off to MRT station to take 135 den i walked home. yes under that very hot sun! i almost got heatstroke. hahaha passionfruit ice blend rlly saved my life okay.
Was browsing thru friendster and happen to see the ex-bfs's acc. those few mlys ex la. i noe i go fer mly more den chinese. but this time i seriously hope, i could have a change. they're always giving me problems. frm the first one to d previous one. being in a r/s wit someone in a different race is very common now but frm my past experience i rlly think tt dere will always be a problem hidden underneath evrything wher both parties dont dare to bring up(cus dey're afraid d other one might b offended though actually it wont). It's rlly tough to maintain such r/s, getting into their life wherby at d beginning u dont even understand their language. learning a new language is rlly not easy. And wad more pls dont be cheated by dictionary. a language dictionary doesnt rlly helps. u nid to have lots of communications. actually that time i could be myself and just rely on d other party to learn my language. but perhaps was rlly blinded by love at tt point of time and i put in so much efforts finding ways to learn mly. daphy&eunice was aware but i tink dey both dont know why i wanted to learn, dey tot i was just interested in the language but now i wont deny anymore. it's bcus of S******. it's the past la. Frm that r/s i rlly learn alot, putting in efforts, heart, tears, throwing evrybody close to you away or even stepping on ur own pride dont evrytime gives u evrything u actually wants/needs. sucks horrible experience, a very painful one. lifted me up so high and let go. i hit myself right onto the ground okay =/
btw nth happen to me. just that many things just comes to my mind and knock me awake. i rlly thk those things so much. i guess mum will also b thkful cus she always hope i dont go fer only malays =.="
[edited;10:32PM]
seriously i tink i going a lil bit nuts. i rlly nid to get out of this hse. but i restricted myself not to go out(like going shopping and town all those places). now im feeling very moody. and im now talking to eugene . i wana get out of d hse right now. i wana b that lil devil. bye!
okay meihao came over my place and talk cock so much. i sent her off to MRT station to take 135 den i walked home. yes under that very hot sun! i almost got heatstroke. hahaha passionfruit ice blend rlly saved my life okay.
Was browsing thru friendster and happen to see the ex-bfs's acc. those few mlys ex la. i noe i go fer mly more den chinese. but this time i seriously hope, i could have a change. they're always giving me problems. frm the first one to d previous one. being in a r/s wit someone in a different race is very common now but frm my past experience i rlly think tt dere will always be a problem hidden underneath evrything wher both parties dont dare to bring up(cus dey're afraid d other one might b offended though actually it wont). It's rlly tough to maintain such r/s, getting into their life wherby at d beginning u dont even understand their language. learning a new language is rlly not easy. And wad more pls dont be cheated by dictionary. a language dictionary doesnt rlly helps. u nid to have lots of communications. actually that time i could be myself and just rely on d other party to learn my language. but perhaps was rlly blinded by love at tt point of time and i put in so much efforts finding ways to learn mly. daphy&eunice was aware but i tink dey both dont know why i wanted to learn, dey tot i was just interested in the language but now i wont deny anymore. it's bcus of S******. it's the past la. Frm that r/s i rlly learn alot, putting in efforts, heart, tears, throwing evrybody close to you away or even stepping on ur own pride dont evrytime gives u evrything u actually wants/needs. sucks horrible experience, a very painful one. lifted me up so high and let go. i hit myself right onto the ground okay =/
btw nth happen to me. just that many things just comes to my mind and knock me awake. i rlly thk those things so much. i guess mum will also b thkful cus she always hope i dont go fer only malays =.="
[edited;10:32PM]
seriously i tink i going a lil bit nuts. i rlly nid to get out of this hse. but i restricted myself not to go out(like going shopping and town all those places). now im feeling very moody. and im now talking to eugene . i wana get out of d hse right now. i wana b that lil devil. bye!