thelilvamp'
femme
Standing 5'2"
Taurus baby.
love shopping ♥ love eating ♥ love
dieting ♥ love slim-fit ♥ love gfs ♥ love bitching ♥
love being naughty ♥ love hotstuffs ♥
love ma baby ♥ ♥ ♥
11.07 | 12.07 | 01.08 | 02.08 |
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007 3:55 PM
261107
that connection wasnt meant to happen.
i tink it's time to cut the bait. I tink i should start anew.
i wasted so much strength,again.
im sorry, faye =/
im sucha failure. it always happens on me. i dont like walking back the same direction in life. i dont like looking back and regret things. im always moving forward and trying to have a more stable life as in emotionally. it's either 'ALL or NTH'. This is faye. all i want is just stabilty. i dont like shaky life. i dont want to be worried abt this and that. i dont want to think too much. i dont want to regret. i dont want love&hate at the same time. i dont want to feel tired. i dont want to stay up late in the night thinking of rubbish. i dont want to miss anyone who left my life. i dont want to do stupid things. i dont want to anyhow vent my anger. i dont want to remember. i dont want things which are not meant to be to happen. i dont want to lie down and feel sth coming out of the corner of my eye. i dont want ppl to ask me abt my personal stuff unless im willing to say. now i rlly dont feel like opening up myself to anyone anymore. i feel that im slowly changing, changing into somebody v strange. Im used to shaky feelings, im used to having no answer, im used to feeling okay at work but evrything changed otw home til i fall aslp. im used to ppl seeing me as who dey want me to be but not who im. i dono exactly what i want now. i dono how to make myself feel better. i dono who to run to. i dono what will happen nxt. i dono where im suppose to be. aimlessly searching inside me. i just hope all my tears can come out once and fer all
;(
i tink it's time to cut the bait. I tink i should start anew.
i wasted so much strength,again.
im sorry, faye =/
im sucha failure. it always happens on me. i dont like walking back the same direction in life. i dont like looking back and regret things. im always moving forward and trying to have a more stable life as in emotionally. it's either 'ALL or NTH'. This is faye. all i want is just stabilty. i dont like shaky life. i dont want to be worried abt this and that. i dont want to think too much. i dont want to regret. i dont want love&hate at the same time. i dont want to feel tired. i dont want to stay up late in the night thinking of rubbish. i dont want to miss anyone who left my life. i dont want to do stupid things. i dont want to anyhow vent my anger. i dont want to remember. i dont want things which are not meant to be to happen. i dont want to lie down and feel sth coming out of the corner of my eye. i dont want ppl to ask me abt my personal stuff unless im willing to say. now i rlly dont feel like opening up myself to anyone anymore. i feel that im slowly changing, changing into somebody v strange. Im used to shaky feelings, im used to having no answer, im used to feeling okay at work but evrything changed otw home til i fall aslp. im used to ppl seeing me as who dey want me to be but not who im. i dono exactly what i want now. i dono how to make myself feel better. i dono who to run to. i dono what will happen nxt. i dono where im suppose to be. aimlessly searching inside me. i just hope all my tears can come out once and fer all
;(