i think i gained 100000000000000kg =.=" so depressed. i feel extremely fat recently. i'll definately do anything and evrything to get rid of those extra fats. damn. my eyes are definately going to close now but i just refuse to go to slp -.-"

things just wont goes well. though all the things made me grow up alot and learn many things other ppl might not evr get to experience. but still i find it so unfair. why can some ppl just sit dere and wait fer gd things to fall onto their lap while i have to struggle so much. it's just so unfair. && im now tangled up in an unknown situation. i get no news and i dono what to do. i find myself abit pathetic =/