I came home straight aft sch. i totally have no mood today. it's just a bad day alright. im so tired last nite that i can actually fall aslp while reading a book and i woke up only this mornng -.-" frm my outfit to feelings, evrything is so wrong today. i cant deny lil jokes makes me laugh during lesson but still i feel so unhappy. i carried four v thick books all the way back home and i totally dont feel like moving my right arm now. So pissed since morning and sth added on and now, mum is nagging evr since i stepped into the hse. gimme some peace alrights.

im feeling so shitty now can can can can can. i feel like a monster now, i feel so ugly, i feel tt im d lousiest now. where did all my confidence go man. i rlly rlly feel so ugly right now.


other den that,
i cant feel what i wana feel and who i wana see,
i dont like this feeling at all >.<


it's not jealousy
but it rlly spoilt my mood.
damn. screw u _l_