First day of May. As the day is approaching, i rlly dono if its a good or bad thing. i gotta state this clear - im not confused. im rlly a selfish gerl. it's either all or nothing. i cant share whn im serious. someone gotta show me if it's worth d bet. i've to noe this is sth firm, stable and reliable first olrite. mayb u cn say im d one losing out bt i dont tink iam. frm past until nw i grew up so much. as in mentally. so i noe clearly what im doing and the conseqences i hav to face. i might b 17 bt dont underestimate me. yes stability is al i nid all the while. perhaps nt getting it made me handle certain things in a scary way this particular year. it makes me socialise more, opening up myself to more options. pls, agitating me is not the way rlly. mayb some ppl u can bt definitely nt me. yes i'll rmb ur line - once a playboy always a playboy.