just came bk frm parkway. u noe why i went dere lar. wasted money in supermarket only. hah must invest abit alr. other den that i seriously nid to get my butt up to do some workouts if not i'll grow v fat. i got many things on the shopping list but im so broke now. anyone support me? huhu. hmm, no job. class timing totally clash wit almost all the jobs and im stil not yet 18. so hard to find. sucker zzzzzz -.-"



I rlly have to show my independent side since evrything got so messy. and other den love life, my daily life is equally bad. im jobless,i want money and i seriously hate my fats. this three things is definitely major enough to kill me. hmm, what more. okay im very very speechless towards friends. Always run to me whn they nid someone but yet nv here whn i nid dem. what the shit. yes majority im refering are gerls. it's not always nice to have all guys ard me. Eventually gerls are gerls, i just wana have fun. i doubt evn a gerls day out will make up all the lost feelings. it's just isnt the same anymore. i just feel so different alr. no longer innocent. no longer simple-minded. I can no longer bring myself to put total trust on anyone now. I just wana depend on myself.




If you love me, u'll wait until the time is right.
If you love me, u'll hold on no matter what.

all the damaged i've done im v sorry,
bt all this while i did make u smile didnt i?