i deleted my previous post. i apologised here in my blog k bt sth in me just make me delete it. i duno what to say nw, im feeling so freaking insecure and so many diff kind of feelings. too hard to be explain and express. whatevr it is cjx pls be careful. mayb it's hitting us back in this way. so many things coming up one by one. i dont dare to see whats infront..