Taurus

"Slow and steady wins the race" could easily be a motto for Mars in Taurus. These goal-oriented people are not known for their speed, but their staying power is tremendous.

Generally calm and easygoing people, Mars in Taurus natives can have powerful tempers when they're overly provoked. They generally don't fly off the handle as quickly as others.

In a similar vein, attempting to rush Mars in Taurus people is a lesson in frustration. They won't alter their pace for most anything.

Taurus men and women can be possessive in love, and they are threatened by fast-paced, high-energy situations in the context of relationships and love. These are sensual partners who require lots of "hands-on" expressions of love. Their lovers may complain that Venus in Taurus can get a little too comfortable and settled. It's true that they resist change in their relationships, but even when they seem stuck in a groove, you can always reassure yourself by remembering that they are constant partners.

Pleasing Venus in Taurus involves emphasizing your loyalty, and their worth to you. You may need to give in to them in love matters, because they won't readily give in to you! Get physical with them; do comfortable things. Avoid pushing them in love -- give them plenty of time. You will probably need to cultivate patience if you are in a relationship with Venus in Taurus. Remember to be simple and natural -- Taurus will appreciate it. Promise them a comfortable, cozy time.

There is a serenity to them that is calming. In fact, it takes a lot to really get to them. However, they do get off-center every once in a while. They are not the most adaptable people when their own routine is interrupted, for example.Often rather possessive in partnership, these natives won't easily break up their relationships. Although they are not particularly jealous, they view their partners as their personal property. Intensity and loyalty are especially important to Taurus rising natives. These are highly sensual people who prefer the comforts that a one-to-one, stable partnership offers. Although Taurus rising individuals value harmony and calm, their partnerships may be on the passionate side.

Taurus rising natives are often very comforting to be around. They have a stability about them that is soothing, and an inner harmony that is attractive.

kay im here hurhur. dint go sch fer two days. lz and you-noe-why reason. lesson is getting so boring. my talkative mouth cant stop hah, quiet den too quiet, noisy den too noisy hurhur ~ penattttttt. eyes going close alr bt i stil dont feel like slping yet. and now im here yawning -.-" hahaha assignment stuck dere nt evn halfway like wth, exams approaching noe. tsktsk!


went to mit lesha and eunice wit ling. wana pass eunice her bday present, today her bday. want to say sorry again not going to the bbq. i rlly cant make it. shall make it up fer you one day wit the rest of d gfs ok? hope u like the present frm me. stay pretty *winks!
Eunice went bk to sch. walked ard wit lesha and ling. we always do stupid acts together hah. love dem can can can can can hehs. both my precious babies. Off to beach rd aft lesha left, den bk to hav dinner wit bro. ppl kip looking at us -.-"


not cut off, i intend to take solo pic -.-


another day just end again.
bye world.

I can hear you calling, whisper something in my ear
Tell me what I wanna hear
It sounds so good spoil me rotten to the core

was browsing thru my old files and i found some pictures. we changed so much aft all these yrs. heh we're like lil gerls then, nw slowly changing..i wonder how wil we be in 5-10 yrs to come. 4yrs of friendship and stil counting. my gfs~~ lovelove!



faye&daphy


paris&nicole hurhur *winks*


the wifey loveee.






euniceee~



gfs~~ we're gona mit up very soon.
hees eunice bday this time round :]

wth im doing again.
please kill me, pain is nt only in both of you
im feeling it oso.

bye world.

if only i can turn myself into size zero in one week..
if only i can do wonders..
if only i can turn myself into that amazing person i wana be..
if only things can go the way we want it..
if only heels dont hurts..
if only i hav no excess fats..
if only im slimmer and hotter..
if only there're no facts..
if only fights dont happen..
if only we can take control of our life..
if only we can choose evrything..
if only we can hav a topview of evrything..
if only ppl dont cheat..
if only ppl appreciate..
if only money drop frm sky..
if only we dont lie..

somehow connected,
i noe you feel it.

i deleted my last post. find it so meaningless. abit2 can fight, make my head bigger. i noe u bother tts why fight but not evryday, am i right. it sucks to talk abt clothes and eyes, rlly. wrapppp up k all wrap up. no sexy no hot no eyes no worries. but once again im diff frm her. im faye, the gerl u noe frm the start. accept me fer who iam olrites? pls understand.
peace fer one day dear




i nid to throw my excess fats away

i dare nt underestimate hw fast is our mrt tsktsk
Reach jp 1hr earlier lucky got ppl acc me fer tt 1hr,
if not i tink i'll die down dere so many ahnehs! -.-"

slack, laugh at ppl,talk cock.
another day just end like this.

we've seen the diff
& we noe we'll nv mit another same soul.

huhu im back. today so tiring can. firstly, i have to apologise to lesha fer just walking away earlier on in the aftnoon due to some misunderstanding wit someone. i noe u'll understand right lesha. sorry ya! hees, loves!

okay! spent almost the whole day at town. yes i went class fer 10mins and i rushed off -.- waste time right moron. someone la early morning make me fume only. nvm now ok alr so lesha no nid worry too much. shopping today, tiring can. ended up buying only one top frm MNG tsktsk. dont make noise abt the top alr i'll wear sth inside ok heh idiot. and the perfume 'david beckham instinct' is damn manly can. loveeeeee it so much. i cant stop smelling perfume hahaha. now no nid to smell it evrytime i enter watson alr. wil get to smell it tml onwards huhu. gotta bathe aft blogging this. so sticky can. yuck!

awww sch gona end v soon. juneeeeeeee
gona miss bmc peeps especially ma two babies.
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im a v stubborn gerl. the more u try to back me off, the more firm im standing here. im so aware of it olrite. im faye yes F-A-Y-E. i might be 17 bt ppl always tot im19, 20yrs old whn dey get to noe me. anyone who dono me pls dont anyhow judge me, you got no rights at all. im doing things my way and i clearly noe what im doing. im aware of things bt stil im here. understanding is what a gerl should be and i'll always try to be but only to certain ppl. im chinese, and im proud to be one. yes i prefer malay guys. whats wrong. 21 century alr, it's so common alr unless u dint step out of ur hse at all. communication is stil the key to evrything.

i cant deny that im sometimes childish but it's only at certain times. who isnt childish i ask u. evryone hav a kid in the heart aft all. if you hav not seen me in person or noe me, you wouldnt noe my character. i only show my true self to ppl im comfortable wit. al u nida do is make ppl comfortable and i got my ways just that whether i wana show. hurhur, wth man. i canot understand how come some gerls can act in funny way tsktsk. pls lar as if i cast spell or put curse on ppl -.-" ohya sth i gotta say is, whn u try to bring ppl down to rise urself. it always backfires. k tts all byeeeeeeee

gone gone gone gone gone gone gone.
bye wan =/

mayb it's rlly time to move on.

[EDITED@12:58AM]

was browsing thru friendster and i happened to see a gerl's acc. the one i saw some time ago, her bf passed away due to motor accident. awww, it's like omg. my heart can feel that heartache just tinking of it. im not a friend of this couple fyi. it's only the second time viewing this acc and i stil feel the funny feeling in my heart. they're separated due to death omg. the gerl stil constantly write comment to her bf's friendster asking him to come back. it's like so sad. life is so unpredictable. loved ones leaving u so suddenly, i cant imagine it. if im in her situation, i'll cry til i go blind i guess and sure bcome depression. it's like end of the world to me if such thing evr happen.

i just feel so sorry fer dem.

just came bk frm parkway. u noe why i went dere lar. wasted money in supermarket only. hah must invest abit alr. other den that i seriously nid to get my butt up to do some workouts if not i'll grow v fat. i got many things on the shopping list but im so broke now. anyone support me? huhu. hmm, no job. class timing totally clash wit almost all the jobs and im stil not yet 18. so hard to find. sucker zzzzzz -.-"



I rlly have to show my independent side since evrything got so messy. and other den love life, my daily life is equally bad. im jobless,i want money and i seriously hate my fats. this three things is definitely major enough to kill me. hmm, what more. okay im very very speechless towards friends. Always run to me whn they nid someone but yet nv here whn i nid dem. what the shit. yes majority im refering are gerls. it's not always nice to have all guys ard me. Eventually gerls are gerls, i just wana have fun. i doubt evn a gerls day out will make up all the lost feelings. it's just isnt the same anymore. i just feel so different alr. no longer innocent. no longer simple-minded. I can no longer bring myself to put total trust on anyone now. I just wana depend on myself.




If you love me, u'll wait until the time is right.
If you love me, u'll hold on no matter what.

all the damaged i've done im v sorry,
bt all this while i did make u smile didnt i?

aiyeeeee. im growing fat alr. flabby arms and chubby face.

nida slim down seriously. must see bones evrywher den i happy hurhur
gona work hard enough. i want to see result soon.
if not i can bang the wall alr. i dontwant be baby elephant =/

huhu ma current bmc life, one more month wit dem tsktsk. dey're great friends. dint regret coming bmc. rlly enjoy being crazy wit dem. but eventually friends come and go, only a few wil be left in ur life, left ard u. hmm what to do..evn ma closest gfs, we dint mitup much seriously. all of us sort of drifted apart. we all hav our own life to struggle and enjoy. this is life man. gotta adapt to all these things. changes changes changes. definitely i'll mis the bmc peeps aft our course finish. hurhurrrrrrrrr.

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seriously i dono whats gona happen nxt
evryday things change abit by abit.
you gotta show how much u nid a person at some point of time.
rlly. it's a very wrong time to play wit ego.

whn ego comes into the picture,
ure risking it actually.

woah. i rlly nid to go do my eyelashes alr.

it's like anytime i scare might drop zzzzzzz -.-
tink i cried too much this few days tts why. sucks!

hmm BMC gona end very soon, june.
sad right. the few morons in class i'll miss so much.

and im v broke. im not working bt can spend money.
wth okay! huhu k la. im falling aslp soon. byeeee!

the day finally arrived and it's like end of the world for three of us. so much tears, dispute and pain. i wanted to dig a hole, hide inside and dont evr come out. i dono how to face da bf anymore. guilt is killing me. i spoilt sth used to be nice and beautiful. i broke both ur trust. i betrayed both. i dont deserve anyone right now. i dono what to do. my mind is currently so blank bt al i rmb nw is i cried like shit ytd. ytd was the saddest and lousiest day of this year. i rlly want to die at that moment. both side are pulling me. i noe i sucks. i bring pain to both. im rlly afraid letting go and at the same time changes. i doubt i'll b forgiven. The damage i've done, i noe nth can be compared to it. all i can say is im very sorry, extremely sorry. i cant evn figure out. i noe all the things will nv be the same anymore. no matter how much love, i betrayed evrything. it's like im back to square one. just let me stone one corner. but i must stil bear in mind i only can have one. it's one to one. nv and no more one to two.

now things on both side wil nv be the same. i spoilt the love and trust i built. serve me right i noe. feeling like shit now. nobody wil actually understand. i hope i can mia forevr.

I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that's not what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of?
I and I alone, oh, no.

If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be we feel it
It could get physical

Lets see what love can do

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i dont wana lose it
cause i know if we evr lose it
some things we'll nv find

First day of May. As the day is approaching, i rlly dono if its a good or bad thing. i gotta state this clear - im not confused. im rlly a selfish gerl. it's either all or nothing. i cant share whn im serious. someone gotta show me if it's worth d bet. i've to noe this is sth firm, stable and reliable first olrite. mayb u cn say im d one losing out bt i dont tink iam. frm past until nw i grew up so much. as in mentally. so i noe clearly what im doing and the conseqences i hav to face. i might b 17 bt dont underestimate me. yes stability is al i nid all the while. perhaps nt getting it made me handle certain things in a scary way this particular year. it makes me socialise more, opening up myself to more options. pls, agitating me is not the way rlly. mayb some ppl u can bt definitely nt me. yes i'll rmb ur line - once a playboy always a playboy.